Into the Fire

Passionate thoughts about the world of writing and the Power of God

 

                             
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Few authors consider writing their stories with grit or "gutting it out", but I've heard enough of them express panic when deadlines are approaching and words are hiding in obscure places.

The grit, the down and dirty writing because you have to produce, isn't the prettier side of the novel life. It's the pressure point. Stories can start off with a flourish. Characters pop up with unique qualities and gradually expose hidden stories of their own. They develop on the page almost faster than words can be typed or written. Plot points zing through the brain and bring smiles. Perhaps the ending expresses its desire, and things are on a roll.

Until . . . they're not. The story freeze-frames. Ceases like the flame when the trigger on a lighter is released. Darkness.

Much like "the show", the story must go on. Responsibilities to finish flash furiously. Pressure pulses. Excuses dart through the mind.

Grit-writing. Making that story happen. Some people can do it. Others crumble with the strain. I've heard some authors say the middle of the story always gives them grief. Others it's the beginning, and still others it's the end.

I've had the satisfaction of experiencing all forms of writing a novel – except having to do it. I've written three novels in a year right after finishing one that took me 8 and 1/2 years (my first). Started another, stopped it just before completing it even though I knew the ending. Wrote another one before going back to the one I stopped and finally finished it. And I've lolly-gagged with four of them. Not even wanting to write any more words and then getting bursts of creativity. The gamut of writing novels.

I have no advice for you – other than to do as the Lord asks of you. Ultimately that's all any of us can do. And it's really all that matters.

 

Father, help me to do as you ask. That's all that matters to me. In the Name of Jesus, Amen. 

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5 responses to “Grit”

  1. BK Jackson Avatar

    I don’t have any rhythm for my writing either. It took me something like 6-7 years to write my first manuscript, and it is done (well, I still want to tweak it). I only have one other manuscript (completed in first draft stage only) and that took me a year. I have a handful of other stories that were begun in fits and starts, none complete, most nowhere near complete.
    One of my goals this year is to reduce paper clutter. As a secretary by day, I deal with paperwork all the time. So I’m notoriously bad for dealing with personal paperwork at home because I’ve already had paperwork up to here.
    The unfortunate result, is boxes of papers and bills that needed to be sorted and trashed. Among a box I started sorting through this weekend, I found several copies of various manuscripts I started, and also came across names of some fellow writers who have been in my crit group.
    While writing is pretty much dead for me in this season of my life, I did feel a bit of the old spark as I glanced at the years worth of work I held in my hands.
    But I also found myself falling victim to the ole comparison trap–in bringing to mind some of the folks that have been in my crit group, a couple have since published, one changed their writing direction from books to scripts, etc.
    It makes me question, again, whether I’m making the most of what I’ve been given. Have I pushed enough, or have I wimped out due to fear? Did I let my lack of confidence squander opportunities given me?
    I absolutely do believe you have to go according to the Lord’s prompting, and I do believe that at this particular time in my life, I am meant to NOT be writing and to focus on some other things, like my health and relationships.
    But should I be led in the direction of writing again, and I assume I most likely will, I pray for discernment and the ability to conquer fear and utilize my crit partners and editing help to the best of my ability to get the manuscript where it needs to go. I still have a lot of story ideas I really want to translate to paper before I kick the bucket. 😎

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  2. Jessica Thomas Avatar

    What I’m finding is that when the words won’t come, it’s because I need to step away and do some character sketching or world building. It’s still painful and slow. 😦 And painful. (My current WIP, that is…)

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  3. Nicole Avatar

    I know there are authors who will tsk tsk at us for our comments here. They say (and rightfully so) that we don’t get it. And when writing is your full time job, it’s different than what we’ve all stated here. Jess and Brenda, you both work full time. Jess, you have young children. Writing is in your bones, but neither of you have the kind of time that can be devoted to writing during this season in your lives.
    Me? I have no excuses other than pursuing what the Lord has for me – after determining it of course.
    We are who we are. Discipline is essential in writing and finishing work. That can be my weakness since I’m out of the habit of “grit” in my three unfinished novels.

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  4. BK Jackson Avatar

    And I do think part of the reason I’ve suffered so many rounds of burnout is because of trying to make my writing life “workman like”.
    In these years while I am not bound to a contract, I want to do my best to enjoy the journey.

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