Into the Fire

Passionate thoughts about the world of writing and the Power of God

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    I saw in heaven another great and marvelous sign: seven angels with the seven last plagues – last, because with them God's wrath is completed. And I saw what looked like a sea of glass mixed with fire and, standing beside the sea, those who had been victorious over the beast and his image and over the number of his name. They held harps given them by God and sang the song of Moses the servant of God and the song of the Lamb:

              "Great and marvelous are your deeds, 

                Lord God Almighty,

              Just and true are your ways,

                King of the ages.

              Who will not fear you, O Lord,

                and bring glory to your name?

              For you alone are holy. 

              All nations will come

                and worship before you,

              for your righteous acts have been revealed." 

     

    Revelation 15:1-4 (NIV) 

                

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    List your 5 favorites:

    Novels (We all have more than five, I know, but let's pick a genre and list 5 favorites in that genre [other than our own if we write them]) 

    Foods 

    Flowers or Flower Fragrances 

    Sports 

    Cars/Trucks/SUVs 

    I'll go first.

    Love Stories/Romance: The Masterpiece; Redeeming Love (Francine Rivers) Secrets; Unforgotten (Kristen Heitzman) My Stubborn Heart (Becky Wade)

    Foods: My dad's spaghetti, my mom's cherry pie, pasta in general, steak (rare or medium rare), French Fries 

    Flowers/Flower Fragrances: Gardenia, Lilac, Roses (for fragrances and flowers), Dahlias, Orchids

    Sports: Professional Football, Horse Racing, sometimes Major League Baseball

    Cars/Trucks/SUVs: FORD 4 X 4 trucks and the 2000 Lightning, my 2007 Ironman Explorer (named Mitch Rapp), 2004 Cobra Mustang, and I do confess to liking older Jeeps and the Rubicon and the old Toyota Land Cruisers 

    Your turn! 

     

    Father, such amazing benevolence you've allowed for us. Your creativity abounds in people. So very grateful for it. Thank you is never enough. Please continue to bless America. In the Name of Jesus, Amen. 

     

     

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    We lived here for 30 years. It was rural when we moved in. Just shy of 3 acres, a two-story three-bedroom home, our first. It is no more. We and our five neighbors sold to a developer because the housing developments were closing in on us. Had to say good-bye to (and buried) 3 beloved horses and 2 cherished dogs and 3 cats over those years. 

     

    Father, thank you for all that time in our home. We lived and learned a lot of life while there. Thank you for sustaining us always. Thank you is never enough. In the Name of Jesus, Amen. 

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    Can't Stop Me is the latest standalone novel from James Scott Bell. Not really a re-make of his original No Legal Grounds from 2007, Bell has kept that story with minor editing. 

    Heather Trask is the daughter of Attorney Sam Trask and his wife Linda. She has a younger brother Max who's always looked up to his big sister. Her mom and dad expect her to be someone she's decided she isn't. At 17, she thinks she can make it in the music industry, that her voice and her friend Roz's band will take them to sell-out concerts and fans all over the world, let alone California. When Heather decides to quit school after playing a few gigs, she and Roz get a listen from a small-time music producer who talks big. Sam and Linda are frantic with concern for their wayward daughter who wants nothing to do with God and church and is hell-bent on pursuing her music career no matter what it takes.

    Sam has a difficult case, although it shouldn't be, against a major insurance lawyer who mostly wins all of his cases. Sam's partner in their two-man office which they began together wants Sam to settle the case for the paltry sum the insurance company is offering. Sam can't justify the amount and won't quit on the couple who's seeking damages and the loss of future earnings for their daughter who through a misdiagnosis and treatment from an emergency room physician was blinded and lost the use of her left leg after being a champion figure skater and a local darling who was earning outstanding endorsements. Now she was wheelchair bound and has lost her zest for life. Her parents care for her and do all they can to encourage her, but they need substantial help. 

    An old acquaintance from Sam's partying days in college contacts Sam at his private email address wanting to meet, making it sound like they're old friends when Sam can't place him. He's uncomfortable with the repeated emails but finally agrees to meet. 

    From this moment on, everything that can go wrong does. Every. Thing. If you're a fan of major conflicts in novels, Can't Stop Me is the story for you. Honestly, I had to set the book down and leave it every now and then because the tension was so superbly done I couldn't take it in big doses! It made me angry and I could so relate to Sam Trask as he flailed emotionally under the pressure of life serving up incredible heartache and struggles. His Christianity is challenged as his family is involved in the psychological assault on their lives, and Bell did a masterful job of the faith-wavering and feelings of having to DO something to solve the multiplying crises that seem unstoppable, each one more horrifying than the last. This is the story of a man who's taken to the end of his ability to cope and yet with prayer and determination, he manages to keep going willing to give his life to end the injustice of what's taking place.

    Very good book if you love the conflicted stories of man's afflictions and the struggles involved to solve them. 

     

    Thank you, Lord, for the amazing skill in storytelling you've given James. Please continue to direct his writing and bless his endeavors in every area of publishing. In the Name of Jesus, Amen. 

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    May you have a God-blessed 4th of July in the real United States of America. 

     

    Father, this is still your One Nation under God. Rescue us one more time. Please. In the Name of Jesus, Amen. 

     

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    As we approach Independence Day, there are many interpretations of freedom. I wanted to look at what freedom is not

    Freedom is not doing whatever you want to do because if everyone did whatever they wanted to do, they would definitely be infringing upon someone else's version of "freedom". 

    Freedom is not saying whatever you want to say even though you are able to do so. Without restraint your words will definitely infringe upon someone else's version of "freedom". 

    Freedom is not imposing your will and lawlessness upon others because that is absolutely not freedom for them. 

    So what is freedom? Probably not what you expected. Freedom comes with "conditions" and/or "restraints" for it to be truly freedom. Freedom gives you reasons to choose to do and say and act upon those things which are right and true and valuable and fitting for a morally consistent type of life. Within this lifestyle there are reasonable laws that protect and further a suitable way to live while providing a consequence and/or punishment for inflicting harm to others through a disregard for the provisions of this freedom.

    Over time men and women in great numbers have given the ultimate sacrifice to preserve this freedom and what it stands for. They surrendered theirs to serve the country that had given it to them. One Nation under God. 

    One man who is also God, gave the biggest sacrifice of all when he went to that cruel Cross of crucifixion to lay down His life for all of mankind who would willingly surrender their lives to Him for the beauty of eternity in heaven. He took all of the lawless sinfulness upon His broken body as the punishment rendered for us humans. A slow and painful death until He said, "It is finished." The sinless Jesus, the Savior of the world, offered the ultimate price to set humanity free. 

    What is being free?

    . . . Jesus said, "If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free . . . So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed."

    Freedom is in Jesus. 

     

    No words to thank you enough, Lord God Amighty. Thank you, Jesus.

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         I looked, and there before me was a white cloud, and seated on the cloud was one "like a son of man" with a crown of gold on his head and a sharp sickle in his hand. Then another angel came out of the temple and called in a loud voice to him who was sitting on the cloud, "Take your sickle and reap, because the time to reap has come, for the harvest of the earth is ripe." So he that was seated on the cloud swung his sickle over the earth, and the earth was harvested.

         Another angel came out of the temple in heaven, and he too had a sharp sickle. Still another angel, who had charge of the fire, came from the altar and called in a loud voice to him who had the sharp sickle, "Take your sharp sickle and gather the clusters of grapes from the earth's vine, because its grapes are ripe." The angel swung his sickle on the earth, gathered its grapes and threw them into the great winepress of God's wrath. They were trampled in the winepress outside the city, and blood flowed out of the press, rising as high as the horses' bridles for a distance of 1600 stadia*.

    *About 180 miles (about 300 kilometers) 

     

    Revelation 14:14-20 (NIV)

     

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                                   Chapters 1 and 2 from Then . . . you

     

    Chapter 1

     

    “What the hell?”

         Instinctively he stood and grabbed his HK VP9 pistol from his desk as the red light dotted the screen to his left simultaneously with the one sharp beep. Immediately the screen above him lit up displaying a hooded figure standing on his boxy porch pounding on his front screen door while looking back nervously. Estimating the person’s height at 5’ 7”, on the thin side, he squinted at the image.

         “Soaking wet,” he said aloud and kept staring.

         The mike picked up a voice, a near whisper. “Please answer.”

         “Female.” He stood, kept his weapon at his side and walked swiftly through the hallway to the front door.

         Swinging open the bulky door, the porch light illuminated a woman close to his age, dark hair drenched and clinging to the sides of her face, hoodie plastered against her head, makeup smeared, and what looked like a bruise forming across her left cheek. She carried what he supposed was a large purse hanging from her shoulder, but it looked like a small suitcase to him.

         “May I come in, please? I’m so sorry to bother you, but can you help me, please?”

         Her words rushed out as she drew closer to the locked screen door and kept her hands gripped around the wet sleeves at her elbows, allowing one quick glance backwards.

         He didn’t hesitate although it crossed his mind. He reached to unlock the screen, and she backed up so he could open it. She slipped inside and stood still, looking down at the tiled entryway.

         “I’m sorry. I’m dripping water all over your floor.”

         As she briefly looked toward him, she only got as far as the gun in his left hand and bent her elbows, throwing her hands to the surrendered position.

         “Oh, God.” Gut-wrenching sobs erupted, but she kept her hands up and her eyes down.

         He quickly tucked his pistol in the back waistband of his jeans. “Please, put your hands down. You’re in no danger here.” He locked the screen door and did the same with the front door. “I don’t take it lightly when someone bangs on my door at 1:30 AM.”

         “I’m so sorry,” she sobbed as she slowly dropped her hands and hugged her drenched body.

         “Wait here.”  

         She shook from the wet cold and set her heavy bag on the floor, wanting to wring out her hair and her clothes but not daring to move or look around, although a wave of heat wafted towards her and made her want to turn its direction.  

         He returned shortly and handed her two large towels. “Follow me.”

         After taking the towels from him, she obediently followed him. It was then she realized he was at least 6’2”, lean with broad shoulders but muscular and strongly built. He walked with a slight limp on his right side, and she could tell it was now permanent although his gait was smooth. Athletic? His hair was dark, nearly black, and halfway down his back, thick with a natural wave. Even though mussed, beautiful. He wore a black long-sleeve T-shirt that accentuated his strong arms. His Levis were faded to a pale blue, and he’d worn them threadbare in some areas, holes in others – probably not to be stylish even though they were. Barefoot with feet large enough to support his frame.

         They walked down a wide hallway with soft lighting and a shiny pine flooring. He stopped and pointed to his left to a full bathroom.

         “You got anything dry in that suitcase of yours?”

         She almost smiled but couldn’t quite get there. “Yes.”

         “Do whatever you need to do, and go back the way we came and meet me in the living room in front of the fireplace. You can’t miss it.”

         He walked away. She entered the spotless bathroom painted a sandalwood color with black trim, modern fixtures, another beautiful tile floor, separate shower and bath. She decided she needed to hurry and not keep him waiting, but she quickly grabbed sweats, another hoodie, a change of underwear, her cosmetic accessories, and jumped in the oh-so-warm shower to take the fastest shower of her life.

         She did the minimum to her hair tying it back, pushed on eyeliner and some pink lip gloss. What to do with her soaked clothing and shoes? She folded them neatly and set them in the shower for now. Left her purse on the bathmat and followed the hallway back the way she came.  

     

    Chapter 2

     

    She heard it before she saw it. The fire hummed in a hollow purr. Seemed to echo from that solid rock structure which came into view stretching from floor-to-ceiling and must have been 15 feet long. Stacked tidily in a built-in rack at the near side to her were perfectly cut pieces of wood to feed what looked like a steady appetite. The soothing comfort of wood heat permeated the room.

         Her eyes continued until she saw him sitting just to the side of the wide arch of the fireplace. When she walked into the large open-concept living area, he looked up from a paper he’d been reading and tossed it to the floor beside him, straightening and rotating his neck.

         He pointed to a plush giant size black leather couch stretched out in front of the fireplace. “Sit,” he said.

         She did. She was taken aback at his face. A dark moustache framed full lips and possibly a week’s worth of a beard cupped his chin and grew up the sides of his face like vines. His eyes appeared grey in the light of the fire’s flame, his expression serious and focused on her. His tight sleeves had been pushed up slightly, and what showed of his right forearm revealed some serious tattoos, but she couldn’t make out what they were from where she sat. This man had to be close to her age, and in spite of herself and the improbability of how she came to be here, she couldn’t help silently observing he was one incredibly handsome guy. 

         “So tell me. What’s this about?”

         She removed her gaze from his striking face and stared into the fire. “My name is Jenna-Leigh Maddox. I’m a licensed massage therapist and hairdresser at Kate Roberts’ ‘Salon Salon!’” She paused and took another breath.

         “I know the location.”

         She turned back to him. “I’m so grateful you answered the door and allowed me to use your bathroom. I,” she stumbled now because she felt so foolish.

         “I can see the bruise forming on your face. Your boyfriend hit you?”

         His voice was matter-of-fact, not insulting or unkind.

         “Yes. He slapped me.” She inhaled again. “Not the first time.” She stood, restless and embarrassed. “I’m the cliché, okay?” She crossed her arms. “I forgave him more than once because he was ‘so sorry’, blah, blah, blah. I never figured out how I set him off.” Tears surfaced. Again.

         “Tonight was different.”

         “Yes. Tonight he picked me up from work because my car’s getting some work done and won’t be ready until tomorrow. I worked late because of a special appointment I make for a police detective once a month, and so he stopped off for drinks with work friends before he picked me up. He was really late getting there.”

         He watched as she paced in front of the big couch, not getting too close to him.

         “Drinking is not a good look on him.”

         “And you don’t know why he hit you tonight?”

         “I can tell you what made him mad, but why he got so mad, I have no idea. He was totally unreasonable, and I tried to talk him down from his anger, but it wasn’t working. When I locked up the salon, he started yelling at me. I told him I would call an Uber, and he slapped me and told me to get in the car which I did because I was afraid. So I hoped for an opportunity to get away and when he stopped at a gas station to get some cigarettes, which he only smokes when he’s really drunk or high, I grabbed my purse and ran.”

         “Do you have a cell phone?”

         “Yes.”

         “Give it to me.” A pause. “Please,” he added.

         He knew she wanted to ask why, and his request probably added to her fear, but she returned to the bathroom and tugged her purse out to the living room, found the phone and handed it to him after opening it with her fingerprint. He quickly maneuvered his way through whatever he wanted to find.

         “Did you agree to this tracking app?”

         “What?”

         “He has a tracker on your phone. I’m removing the sim card now.”

         “He followed me with this app?”

         “It allowed him to know where you were as long as your phone was with you.” He handed the devices back to her. “I have a disposable phone you can use.”

         “I can’t imagine what you must think of me.”

         “It’s not complicated. You’re desperate.” He scratched at his chin. “You saw the porch light through my overgrown approach to the door. Took a chance.” He stood. “You’re not stupid – just emotionally involved with someone who doesn’t appreciate what he’s got. Like I said, not complicated, but, yes, frankly, cliché.”

         She dipped her head, sat back on the couch, and just above a whisper, said, “Nailed it.”

         He actually gave a short laugh. “Thank you.” He walked briefly in front of the fire. “Look, I’m not sure what you want from me, but I will help you. Why? I have no idea. I live here alone and have no interest in interacting with most people. I’m willing to make an exception for you as long as you don’t intend to make amends with this guy. If you do intend to get back with him, you can spend the night and then make sure I never see you again when you leave tomorrow morning. Are we straight?”

         He crossed his muscular arms.

         “I have no intentions of making amends.”

         “’No intentions.’” He stated it. “That could mean ‘if he talks all nice to me, I’ll forgive him. Again.’” He used his fingers to make quotation marks.

         In spite of herself, she laughed but quickly replied, “Okay. I get it. I’m done. Life with him no longer holds any appeal. What do you want me to say?” She heard the whine in her voice and quickly sat straighter and said, “May I ask your name?”

         “Stone.”

         “Stone? Is that what I’m to call you?”

         “Yes.”

         “Okay.”

         “Are you hungry?”

         “No, but I could use a drink of water, please.”

         “Come with me.” He scooped up the paper he’d tossed to the floor.

         She followed him again around the great fireplace to another completely open and well-equipped kitchen where she observed the huge fireplace had been built to service both rooms. He gestured to the refrigerator and told her to help herself. He explained if she wanted tap water, the glasses were in a cupboard he opened to show her. She took a bottle of Aquafina from the fridge and thanked him.

         “Do you work tomorrow?” He set the paper down and leaned against the granite counter on the large island, crossing those strong arms again.

         “No. All I have to do at some point is pick up my car. I can call an Uber. I do work on Thursday through Saturday this week.”

         “No Ubers here. Your schedule varies?”

         “Yes. Except we always have Sundays and Mondays off.”

         “What time does the auto shop open? And does your boyfriend work tomorrow?”

         “It opens at seven. And, yes, my ex-boyfriend works tomorrow from 6:30 to 4 PM.”

         A brief smile crossed his lips. “I’ll drive you to the shop and follow you to wherever you’ve been staying. I’ll wait while you get your stuff, and you can follow me back here. That is, if you’re sure you want to do this. I’m well aware you don’t know me and have no reason to trust me, but, frankly, that goes the same for me.”

         She looked fully at him and he met her gaze with his steady stare. “You’re willing to do this for me? And you can’t tell me why?”

         “I wish I knew.” He broke his stare then and looked out an ornate kitchen window into the darkness.

         “Are you going to tell me anything about your story?” She kept her voice soft, not really wanting to intrude on this stranger’s privacy since he had in fact rescued her.

         “Some,” he said. “But I think we could both benefit from some sleep. We’ll plan to be at the shop when it opens.” He pushed himself away from the counter. He walked out of the kitchen and she followed him again like a puppy.

         “I apologize. I’m not set up for guests.” He approached the couch and quickly lifted cushions, maneuvered a lever and pulled out a hide-a-bed. “The sheets are new, never been used. Actually it’s all like that. I hope that’ll do for you.” He paused to gauge her reaction. “Where are your wet clothes?”

         “They were soaked, I set them in the shower.”

         “C’mon. I’ll show you the laundry room and you can do what you want with them.”  

         It was farther down the wide hallway on the right, and she was relieved to see the somewhat older washer and dryer without all the regulatory additions that made doing the laundry take forever. This washer had a good old-fashioned top-load large capacity agitator with a good menu of choices as did the dryer. The only evidence of activity in the room was a couple pair of Levis hanging on hooks by their belt loops on a wall. Otherwise, like the bathroom, spic and span.

         “You’re a bit of a neat freak, huh?” she asked with a smile in her voice.

         He gave a brief laugh. “Mostly. Until you get to my office. That’s where my organizational skills take second place to my comfort and accessible demands.”

         “I think I’ll throw my clothes in the wash if it won’t disturb you,” she said tentatively.

         “It won’t.” He started to walk away but turned back. “Try to get some rest. And help yourself to anything in the kitchen.”

         “Thank you, Stone.” She looked up to him to make eye contact, wanting him to know how she truly appreciated his kindness.

         “You’re welcome, Jenna-Leigh Maddox.” 

     

    Thank you is never enough, Lord God, for all that you inspire and give to your Creation. Never enough. In the Name of Jesus, Amen. 

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    An etched photograph of this handsome dude as a young man for his senior picture back in the day. Of course he didn't attend his graduation. Just a bit of a bad boy then but down deep: a good heart. Didn't know him yet. 

    Who knew we went to some of the same concerts back then, but it wasn't our time. Neither of us knew the Lord when we met. It took us a while to get to Him, but now we know the Savior of the world. So grateful. 

     

    Father, thank you for bringing us through the struggles, the hard journey. Only you can do these incredible transformations, and apart from you, we can do nothing. Thank you is never enough. In the Name of Jesus, Amen. 

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    The new novel I've been working on is of course another love story. I have its title but not ready to reveal it – probably until it's finished. What's flashing through my head now and then is writing the "blurb" that describes it and generally appears on the back cover. Why now? I'm not sure. Maybe it's to get a feel for where I'm going with this one. As it stands, it's a character study of the protagonist in his own words. First person male POV: A bestselling author who's separated himself from the publishing hub where he used to be and all that went with that version of himself, sick of himself and it all, he moved a great distance away and attempted to do things differently in his life. Although he scaled back his usual lifestyle, every now and then he'd give in to it again. Until . . . 

     

    Father, you're the provider of the inspiration, the words, the characters, the story. If I fail, it's on me. Apart from you, I can do nothing. In the Name of Jesus, Amen.